Robin came out of the house thinking that he would run
faster from the crossroads. Won't look around, will not hear anyone's voice.
Will go straight and make a jump from the suicide point. After this, further
work had to be done on its own. He left the house as per his intention. Turned
over and said goodbye to that house too In which 25 years of life were spent.
His mind did not budge while looking at the house, he was still adamant on his
intention to die as before. Robin was moving quietly. Nature is oblivious to
all the activities of humans and the world. Now he was crossing that
crossroads, which always stopped and looked around. He was taught this since
childhood. Later, due to many accidents at that crossroads, he got scared in
his mind. If the intersection is not crossed carefully then it will be hit by a
Vehicle. But today there was no fear of dying. He crossed the crossroads with
sharp steps. Robin took a deep breath and quickly climbed the hill. This
hilltop was part of the Andes Mountains, it was part of the very old ranges.
There is a smoothness here. Robin's hand would have slipped if he had grabbed a
rock for support. He started thinking that the killing of time destroys both
humans and stones. Both begin to fall rapidly after a limit. Now he was very
close to his destination. Tired of getting tired. Was sweaty. He had not looked
back even once. Perhaps he had freed himself from the past. Suddenly he was hit
by a pointed stone and he fell. Robin handled herself. Slowly he rested himself
on the support of a big rock. He controlled the speed of breath coming very
fast, then his eyes fell on his knees. Blood was coming out from there.
It is not considered necessary to answer this. After saying
this, he thought about it and looked around to see who asked what. No one
looked around. He was the only one there. Robin understood that this voice is
like his own. who are you ? Why are you asking me questions? This time Robin
was fully alert. I am yours I have always been questioning You were convinced
of this quality of mine Hearing this time, Robin felt that there was another
person in his body. But he is not in control of him. His mood was such that he
was feeling two hearts, four eyes, four hands, in his body. With no option in
front of him, Robin began to answer the questions of his own, you know the
reason for my death. Then why are you asking? I see many reasons for death. You
are probably dying for some reason, he wants to know. After saying this, his
soul started laughing. Robin realizes that his soul laughs the same way as he
laughs, and will probably cry the same way. But thinking is absolutely related
to him. Robin wiped the blood in her finger with the same stone that stung...
He was telling the stone that a few steps away was the
suicide point, which I considered to be the door to my liberation. Where did
you come from in the middle? The stone was likewise lifeless. The blood on it
was slowly drying up. A few moments later a fly sat on that blood stain. His soul
was silent. No one dies for one reason. There are many reasons to die. But you
want one. listen ! That is one reason that I have no purpose left to live.
So create a motive.
There no such thing as creating it.
When did you have a purpose to live?
I had to grow up in childhood.
They have become so. Now decide a new purpose. Now you have
to be old too.
I don't get old I am afraid of old age. I have seen people dying in old age painfully. And the childhood cannot become back.
You can still have childhood.
What kind of things do you do? Well, the past has passed.
Not sure, my friend. Tell me who you call childhood.
Jumping in Where there is no cost. Enjoy it
What is fun, friend?
That sounds good
What do you like?
keep quiet. I do not know
Don't be mad my friend Be patient
Then you tell me what kind of fun comes?
Let me tell you. It is fun to watch everything eagerly. To
understand the meaning of his being. In raising questions. In knowing the
secret. In making a theory by doing a work again and again. You have left all
this. So it is not fun. You think you know everything. The world seems stable
to you. Look at it again. You will enjoy your childhood too.
After saying so much of the soul, Robin felt that now
his mind has started moving fast. When seen in front, it was a village in which
his childhood and youth passed. Looking back, there was a suicide point. To
know at the suicide point was just death, which he will know later. Thousands
of things are visible towards the village, which are yet to be known.
By Sandeep Meel

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